Editing June 8th, 2024

Reviewing old posts on this site, and writing new posts in accordance with this site's primary goal: unraveling the tangles that make up the jungle of my mind so that I can make sense of my own anger and never-ending dread. I guess I think that I've figured out one of the primary issues plaguing my existence, and of course it involves ''other people''.

As mentioned on Start Point, one of the main issues I created this site to avoid was to keep them from [[Headcanon|headcanoning]] my existence. It is ridiculous to put such effort into presenting, appearing, and conveying detail and information, to have people collectively and actively ignore it and come to their own conclusion, fueled by their own biases, presumptions, and hate. These situations rarely, if ever, occur without a malicious implication causing it. My response mirrors that hatred...

Does it make any sense? The willfulness of an individual to completely ignore reality undermines the concept of reality. While I've always thought that being "factually correct" and basing my viewpoints and opinions strictly on facts would eliminate subjective bias, thereby eliminating conflict from difference of opinion, now I realise that there's an element of persuasion that is necessary in communication. Something that I cannot support nor maintain, hence my inability to tolerate communication in general, leading to my inability to tolerate humans or living in a world where human communication is necessary to maintain daily life.

I'm so tired of humans.

I'm so tired of dealing with their endless bullshit.