Editing Deterioration

For my coworkers, I apologise for doing it here and now. For anyone else, you can probably assume what has happened.

I really wish I wasn't forced to traumatise anyone against their will. I know that alone makes me a horrible person. I'm really sorry. But please, don't look at the end result and decide that I wasn't mentally sound for choosing it. You wouldn't keep a cancer patient alive when their own body is working against them and they are in a state of perpetual suffering. I'm stuck with this brain and body for life. My quality of life has been at rock bottom for reasoning that is impossible for me to control. Look at, or ask about, the factors that lead into this. The more you understand about the context, the more you'll understand the reasoning behind this action.

[https://halken.co/ramblings2 This is a small portion of context that is years old.] It doesn't even include any grievances that I've recently experienced at all.