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Ha1vorsen at 04:23, 25 November 2024

2024-11-25T04:23:03Z

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	~~What is it~~ with assholes pretending that the only cause of suicidal ideation and major depressive disorders is an internal issue? Some error that originates within the person exhibiting the distress? How does that make any sense? When did it become cool to antagonise the person who is on their last thread due to issues out of their control?		I'm tired of dealing with hourly seizures.

	~~People have~~ a tendency to want to chalk what they see up to the most immediately obvious reason, or apply platitudes to situations like this while actively foregoing critical thinking skills. It is insane how a human can be 15+ years in fighting a society that systematically prolongs their suffering and keeps them alive against their will, but it is even more unbelievable how so many members of this society believe that equivalating someone's life and its events to someone else's is a valid way to process and respond to a person in critical times of need. "Oh, I was depressed once, I just told myself to be happy because I knew I had no other choice."		I'm tired of dealing with a speech impediment that prevents me from communicating with nearly anyone.

	I ~~fucking hate people~~.		* I'm especially tired with dealing with assholes who say that my speech impediment doesn't exist, just because they have themselves become accustomed to my voice.

	~~What even is this? What are you doing?~~		I'm tired of having to deliberate basic facts, or having to bargain for equal/fair/respectful treatment.

			I'm tired of dealing with selfish, self-centered assholes.

			I'm tired of dealing with mental pain that has physical effects.

			I'm tired of being expected to give respect to those who actively ridicule and belittle me.

			I'm tired of being expected to

			I'm tired of dealing with forcing myself to fit in where I'm rejected by my environment.

Ha1vorsen at 08:24, 16 November 2024

2024-11-16T08:24:32Z

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	What is it with assholes pretending that the only cause of suicidal ideation and major depressive disorders is an internal issue? Some error that originates within the person exhibiting the distress? How does that make any sense? When did it become cool to antagonise the person who is on their last thread due to issues out of their control?		What is it with assholes pretending that the only cause of suicidal ideation and major depressive disorders is an internal issue? Some error that originates within the person exhibiting the distress? How does that make any sense? When did it become cool to antagonise the person who is on their last thread due to issues out of their control?

	People have a tendency to want to chalk what they see up to the most immediately obvious reason, or apply platitudes to situations like this while actively foregoing critical thinking skills. It is insane how a human can be 15+ years in fighting a society that systematically prolongs their suffering and keeps them alive against their will, but it is even more unbelievable how so many members of this society believe that equivalating someone's life and its events to someone else's is a valid way to process and respond to a person in critical times of need.		People have a tendency to want to chalk what they see up to the most immediately obvious reason, or apply platitudes to situations like this while actively foregoing critical thinking skills. It is insane how a human can be 15+ years in fighting a society that systematically prolongs their suffering and keeps them alive against their will, but it is even more unbelievable how so many members of this society believe that equivalating someone's life and its events to someone else's is a valid way to process and respond to a person in critical times of need. "Oh, I was depressed once, I just told myself to be happy because I knew I had no other choice."

	I fucking hate people.		I fucking hate people.

	What even is this? What are you doing?		What even is this? What are you doing?

Ha1vorsen at 08:23, 16 November 2024

2024-11-16T08:23:44Z

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	~~"Are you in school~~?~~" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing~~ the ~~job I'd otherwise be working towards getting.~~		What is it with assholes pretending that the only cause of suicidal ideation and major depressive disorders is an internal issue? Some error that originates within the person exhibiting the distress? How does that make any sense? When did it become cool to antagonise the person who is on their last thread due to issues out of their control?

	~~I always become bewildered with~~ what they ~~could possibly~~ be ~~asking~~ of ~~me, as if I~~'~~m not allowed~~ to ~~be happy with everything I~~'~~ve done~~ to ~~get me exactly where I am right now~~.		People have a tendency to want to chalk what they see up to the most immediately obvious reason, or apply platitudes to situations like this while actively foregoing critical thinking skills. It is insane how a human can be 15+ years in fighting a society that systematically prolongs their suffering and keeps them alive against their will, but it is even more unbelievable how so many members of this society believe that equivalating someone's life and its events to someone else's is a valid way to process and respond to a person in critical times of need.

	~~Fuck them~~.		I fucking hate people.

	~~I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory.~~		What even is this? What are you doing?

	~~My goal? I am honing my skills and putting them on advertisement for whoever is able to use those skills. What else do you want from me?~~

	What even is this? What ~~am I~~ doing? No matter what, at the end of the day, I am stuck living in a world that is stacked up against me in a body that denies me the ability to sleep, or even remain conscious for 24 hours without seizing. But above all, no matter how much work I put into bettering myself, I'm still stuck in a world that does not operate on logic.

Ha1vorsen: Created page with ""Are you in school?" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing the job I'd otherwise be working towards getting. I always become bewildered with what they could possibly be asking of me, as if I'm not allowed to be happy with everything I've done to get me exactly where I am right now. Fuck them. I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory...."

2024-11-09T04:50:54Z

Created page with ""Are you in school?" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing the job I'd otherwise be working towards getting. I always become bewildered with what they could possibly be asking of me, as if I'm not allowed to be happy with everything I've done to get me exactly where I am right now. Fuck them. I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory...."

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"Are you in school?" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing the job I'd otherwise be working towards getting.

I always become bewildered with what they could possibly be asking of me, as if I'm not allowed to be happy with everything I've done to get me exactly where I am right now.

Fuck them.

I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory.

My goal? I am honing my skills and putting them on advertisement for whoever is able to use those skills. What else do you want from me?

What even is this? What am I doing? No matter what, at the end of the day, I am stuck living in a world that is stacked up against me in a body that denies me the ability to sleep, or even remain conscious for 24 hours without seizing. But above all, no matter how much work I put into bettering myself, I'm still stuck in a world that does not operate on logic.