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(Created page with ""Are you in school?" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing the job I'd otherwise be working towards getting. I always become bewildered with what they could possibly be asking of me, as if I'm not allowed to be happy with everything I've done to get me exactly where I am right now. Fuck them. I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory....")
 
 
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"Are you in school?" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing the job I'd otherwise be working towards getting.
I'm tired of dealing with hourly seizures.


I always become bewildered with what they could possibly be asking of me, as if I'm not allowed to be happy with everything I've done to get me exactly where I am right now.
I'm tired of dealing with a speech impediment that prevents me from communicating with nearly anyone.


Fuck them.
* I'm especially tired with dealing with assholes who say that my speech impediment doesn't exist, just because they have themselves become accustomed to my voice.  


I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory.
I'm tired of having to deliberate basic facts, or having to bargain for equal/fair/respectful treatment.


My goal? I am honing my skills and putting them on advertisement for whoever is able to use those skills. What else do you want from me?
I'm tired of dealing with selfish, self-centered assholes.


What even is this? What am I doing? No matter what, at the end of the day, I am stuck living in a world that is stacked up against me in a body that denies me the ability to sleep, or even remain conscious for 24 hours without seizing. But above all, no matter how much work I put into bettering myself, I'm still stuck in a world that does not operate on logic.
I'm tired of dealing with mental pain that has physical effects.
 
I'm tired of being expected to give respect to those who actively ridicule and belittle me.
 
I'm tired of being expected to
 
I'm tired of dealing with forcing myself to fit in where I'm rejected by my environment.

Latest revision as of 23:23, 24 November 2024

I'm tired of dealing with hourly seizures.

I'm tired of dealing with a speech impediment that prevents me from communicating with nearly anyone.

  • I'm especially tired with dealing with assholes who say that my speech impediment doesn't exist, just because they have themselves become accustomed to my voice.

I'm tired of having to deliberate basic facts, or having to bargain for equal/fair/respectful treatment.

I'm tired of dealing with selfish, self-centered assholes.

I'm tired of dealing with mental pain that has physical effects.

I'm tired of being expected to give respect to those who actively ridicule and belittle me.

I'm tired of being expected to

I'm tired of dealing with forcing myself to fit in where I'm rejected by my environment.

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