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(Created page with ""Are you in school?" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing the job I'd otherwise be working towards getting. I always become bewildered with what they could possibly be asking of me, as if I'm not allowed to be happy with everything I've done to get me exactly where I am right now. Fuck them. I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory....")
 
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"Are you in school?" No. I'm already in my preferred field doing the job I'd otherwise be working towards getting.
What is it with assholes pretending that the only cause of suicidal ideation and major depressive disorders is an internal issue? Some error that originates within the person exhibiting the distress? How does that make any sense? When did it become cool to antagonise the person who is on their last thread due to issues out of their control?


I always become bewildered with what they could possibly be asking of me, as if I'm not allowed to be happy with everything I've done to get me exactly where I am right now.
People have a tendency to want to chalk what they see up to the most immediately obvious reason, or apply platitudes to situations like this while actively foregoing critical thinking skills. It is insane how a human can be 15+ years in fighting a society that systematically prolongs their suffering and keeps them alive against their will, but it is even more unbelievable how so many members of this society believe that equivalating someone's life and its events to someone else's is a valid way to process and respond to a person in critical times of need.


Fuck them.
I fucking hate people.


I just want to live. Why must I set myself up for a perpetually unattainable "goal"? There is no such thing as a "dream job". That concept is inherently self-contradictory.
What even is this? What are you doing?
 
My goal? I am honing my skills and putting them on advertisement for whoever is able to use those skills. What else do you want from me?
 
What even is this? What am I doing? No matter what, at the end of the day, I am stuck living in a world that is stacked up against me in a body that denies me the ability to sleep, or even remain conscious for 24 hours without seizing. But above all, no matter how much work I put into bettering myself, I'm still stuck in a world that does not operate on logic.

Revision as of 03:23, 16 November 2024

What is it with assholes pretending that the only cause of suicidal ideation and major depressive disorders is an internal issue? Some error that originates within the person exhibiting the distress? How does that make any sense? When did it become cool to antagonise the person who is on their last thread due to issues out of their control?

People have a tendency to want to chalk what they see up to the most immediately obvious reason, or apply platitudes to situations like this while actively foregoing critical thinking skills. It is insane how a human can be 15+ years in fighting a society that systematically prolongs their suffering and keeps them alive against their will, but it is even more unbelievable how so many members of this society believe that equivalating someone's life and its events to someone else's is a valid way to process and respond to a person in critical times of need.

I fucking hate people.

What even is this? What are you doing?

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