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I'm inseparable from music. | I'm inseparable from music. | ||
Lately, Hikaru Utada's BAD MODE album has been the top ten tracks on my playlist with thousands of listens. The downcast tone of the songs that focus on the uncertain machinations that go unspoken from person to person is a focus I've been holding onto myself for a while now | Lately, Hikaru Utada's BAD MODE album has been the top ten tracks on my playlist with thousands of listens. The downcast tone of the songs that focus on the uncertain machinations that go unspoken from person to person is a focus I've been holding onto myself for a while now. It's reassuring and refreshing to see this from another angle. I've created a few writings about the songs in the album; they will be listed here. | ||
# [[BAD MODE (Track)|BAD モード]] | # [[BAD MODE (Track)|BAD モード]] | ||
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# Somewhere Near Marseilles | # Somewhere Near Marseilles | ||
# [[Beautiful World]] | # [[Beautiful World]] | ||
# キレイな人 (Find Love) | # キレイな人 ([[Find Love]]) | ||
I've become attached to certain tracks and often can't function outside of my house without singing them, listening to them, or at the very least ''mentally'' listening to them. During 2018-2019, and also due to misophonia, I've had to make a specific case to my managers to allow me to wear my earbuds during work to keep my mental state in check. I've since learned to operate by listening to the music mentally, but this is the point we're at now. | I've become attached to certain tracks and often can't function outside of my house without singing them, listening to them, or at the very least ''mentally'' listening to them. During 2018-2019, and also due to misophonia, I've had to make a specific case to my managers to allow me to wear my earbuds during work to keep my mental state in check. I've since learned to operate by listening to the music mentally, but this is the point we're at now. | ||
Revision as of 09:05, 23 July 2023
I'm inseparable from music.
Lately, Hikaru Utada's BAD MODE album has been the top ten tracks on my playlist with thousands of listens. The downcast tone of the songs that focus on the uncertain machinations that go unspoken from person to person is a focus I've been holding onto myself for a while now. It's reassuring and refreshing to see this from another angle. I've created a few writings about the songs in the album; they will be listed here.
- BAD モード
- 君に夢中
- One Last Kiss
- Pink Blood
- Time
- 気分じゃないの
- 誰にも言わない
- Find Love
- Face My Fears
- Somewhere Near Marseilles
- Beautiful World
- キレイな人 (Find Love)
I've become attached to certain tracks and often can't function outside of my house without singing them, listening to them, or at the very least mentally listening to them. During 2018-2019, and also due to misophonia, I've had to make a specific case to my managers to allow me to wear my earbuds during work to keep my mental state in check. I've since learned to operate by listening to the music mentally, but this is the point we're at now.
There's times I have to avoid songs strictly because I want to maintain a neutral emotional state. As an example, DUET has narrative significance within the game it hails from. I have a difficult time passively listening to the song without being emotionally affected, due to various factors that aren't limited to the narrative, but real-life extrapolations stemming from it. The title theme OMORI has a more severe effect. I've recently had to physically remove myself from a room because I couldn't handle the narrative significance of inadvertently hearing a certain type of ringtone coming from another person's device. Why? You'll have to ask me about that in person.
It really doesn't make any sense. I recognise it as an issue if it's affecting my day-to-day functionality and emotions. I don't actually like this attachment I have to audio.