June 8th, 2024

Reviewing old posts on this site, and writing new posts in accordance with this site's primary goal: unraveling the tangles that make up the jungle of my mind so that I can make sense of my own anger and never-ending dread. I guess I think that I've figured out one of the primary issues plaguing my existence, and of course it involves other people.

As mentioned on Start Point, one of the main issues I created this site to avoid was to keep them from headcanoning my existence. It is ridiculous to put such effort into presenting, appearing, and conveying detail and information, to have people collectively and actively ignore it and come to their own conclusion, fueled by their own biases, presumptions, and hate. These situations rarely, if ever, occur without being catalysed by malicious implication. My emotional and rational response mirrors the display of this imbued and implicit expression of hatred and dismissiveness shown by others...

Does it make any sense? The willfulness of an individual to completely ignore reality when coming to their own conclusion undermines the concept of reality itself. While I've always thought that being "factually correct" and basing my viewpoints and opinions strictly on facts would eliminate subjective bias, thereby eliminating conflict from difference of opinion, now I realise that there's an element of persuasion needed in every facet of communication. That's something that I cannot support nor maintain and something I consider to be ridiculous, hence my inability to tolerate communication in general. Leading to my inability to tolerate humans or living in a world where human communication is necessary to maintain daily life.

I'm so tired of humans.

I'm so tired of dealing with their endless bullshit of them living in their own universe.