February 21, 2024
From Halcove
The state of things:
Physical:
- Numerous bleeding holes and cavities in my mouth due to
- An unshakable addition to sugary, chewable candies. Since some time in around 2018, I've started to consume fruity candies as part of a daily routine. No matter how much I try to ditch this habit, it becomes the most instinctual necessity, taking even higher priority than fluids and real food during shopping trips.
- A foot that's particularly painful to step on
- After the recent bout with my NAMI Burn-e 2's flat tire, I had to use the GT SE as a pure kickscooter to get around. This necessitated "kicking" my foot on the ground rhythmically for 3-6 miles every day, and I feel like there is a semi-permanent shift in my foot's bone structure as a result. Any pressure on the foot is painful and walking is particularly dreadful.
- A swelling right pointer finger that has no apparent cause, lending it to be useless when any pressure is applied on it. Of course, I also slammed my left middle finger in a door, so that also makes many tasks (including my job) currently difficult with two painful hands.
- That semi-permanent headache and brain fog I've always had as a result of the accident.
Mental
- Misophonia
- PNEEs
- Anti-social ideations
- In particular,